I couldn't forget this girl unlike other girls in my life. I wanted to see her. I just wanted to look at her face and get lost in her. This very reason again forced me to visit Sid again.
It was around five in the evening when I reached his flat. I didn't have to press the call bell as the door was wide open. He was sitting on a chair then. And the two girls were sitting there with books and copies. He was looking a little serious while teaching both of them. He was trying to make them understand some principles of physics as I could understand that. I walked up to him without making any sound. One of the girl saw me and I gestured her to keep quite.
"Hello sir. Can I too be one of your students...?" I asked and smile.
He looked upward towards me. And smiled. He asked me to sit. And I took my place over one of the corner of that bed. He continued teaching that principle for next few minutes, gave them a few instructions and asked them to leave.
"They don't study yar. Every day they come up with unfinished home works and I have to waste my time to do their home works. I will stop teaching them. Otherwise, I will be blamed for their poor marks one day." Sid said as they left and he closed the door.
"Leave it and answer my question first."
"What?"
"I want to fall in love and you are going to help me. True love." I said. Today when I remember it, I laugh on myself. How could I say this? I mean it was just stupid what I said.
"What...?" I heard his confused voice. I repeated my words again and this time in much clearer way.
"Are you nuts? Love is not something which you can force to happen. It just happens buddy. It is not like a thing that if you want then you can buy. It's like a feeling yaar which just come by itself." First he laughed on my words and then said. I knew it. Nothing new I was hearing.
" I know it yaar. But I feel to empty these days. I feel like something is missing in my life. I thought and I got the answer. It is love what's missing. So I want to fall in love now. Like real." Now I know that I was speaking too stupid that day. Sid heard me and laughed again. He touched my hand and head. Just make sure that I was alright.
"First tell me, are you okay or not? I mean you, who was going on a date twice a week with different girl few weeks ago, wants a true love? I mean, really? I can't believe it?" He was a little serious now.
"Yes dude. Like really. I am fed up of those sitty girls and casual kisses. Now I want to be in a true relationship. I want to love someone like crazy as they show up in the movies. And at the same time, I want to be loved the same way." I was too serious about it. You must be thinking that I was crazy.
"That means, the emraan hashmi of our batch wants to go vegetarian now. Good. Tell me how can I help you?" he gave up finally.
I asked him about his students. I asked him about the elder one. And his reaction was like furious this time. Like 'are you mad?'. Like 'she is too young for you?'. And many more. Though, I too had nothing like love for that girl but I found her cute. I found her different from others in first look.
"Wait. Are you in a relationship with her..? If yes, then okay. No problem. I am sorry." it clicked me after seeing his reaction. But then he denied.
"I will introduce her to you next time. But again I will tell you, this is not how we fall in love." he said as if he was a degree holder in this subject. I told him to relax. I told him not to worry.
You must be wondering about what kind of a person I used to be in my college. But then, this is how my story started. This was actually me. A little private and a little public. I little wise and a little fool. A little crazy and a little mad.
(Next day next post)
It was around five in the evening when I reached his flat. I didn't have to press the call bell as the door was wide open. He was sitting on a chair then. And the two girls were sitting there with books and copies. He was looking a little serious while teaching both of them. He was trying to make them understand some principles of physics as I could understand that. I walked up to him without making any sound. One of the girl saw me and I gestured her to keep quite.
"Hello sir. Can I too be one of your students...?" I asked and smile.
He looked upward towards me. And smiled. He asked me to sit. And I took my place over one of the corner of that bed. He continued teaching that principle for next few minutes, gave them a few instructions and asked them to leave.
"They don't study yar. Every day they come up with unfinished home works and I have to waste my time to do their home works. I will stop teaching them. Otherwise, I will be blamed for their poor marks one day." Sid said as they left and he closed the door.
"Leave it and answer my question first."
"What?"
"I want to fall in love and you are going to help me. True love." I said. Today when I remember it, I laugh on myself. How could I say this? I mean it was just stupid what I said.
"What...?" I heard his confused voice. I repeated my words again and this time in much clearer way.
"Are you nuts? Love is not something which you can force to happen. It just happens buddy. It is not like a thing that if you want then you can buy. It's like a feeling yaar which just come by itself." First he laughed on my words and then said. I knew it. Nothing new I was hearing.
" I know it yaar. But I feel to empty these days. I feel like something is missing in my life. I thought and I got the answer. It is love what's missing. So I want to fall in love now. Like real." Now I know that I was speaking too stupid that day. Sid heard me and laughed again. He touched my hand and head. Just make sure that I was alright.
"First tell me, are you okay or not? I mean you, who was going on a date twice a week with different girl few weeks ago, wants a true love? I mean, really? I can't believe it?" He was a little serious now.
"Yes dude. Like really. I am fed up of those sitty girls and casual kisses. Now I want to be in a true relationship. I want to love someone like crazy as they show up in the movies. And at the same time, I want to be loved the same way." I was too serious about it. You must be thinking that I was crazy.
"That means, the emraan hashmi of our batch wants to go vegetarian now. Good. Tell me how can I help you?" he gave up finally.
I asked him about his students. I asked him about the elder one. And his reaction was like furious this time. Like 'are you mad?'. Like 'she is too young for you?'. And many more. Though, I too had nothing like love for that girl but I found her cute. I found her different from others in first look.
"Wait. Are you in a relationship with her..? If yes, then okay. No problem. I am sorry." it clicked me after seeing his reaction. But then he denied.
"I will introduce her to you next time. But again I will tell you, this is not how we fall in love." he said as if he was a degree holder in this subject. I told him to relax. I told him not to worry.
You must be wondering about what kind of a person I used to be in my college. But then, this is how my story started. This was actually me. A little private and a little public. I little wise and a little fool. A little crazy and a little mad.
(Next day next post)
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